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lesson number 1

wine is much stronger than i thought.




edit: nothing is really strong enough.

so momentary.

"I'm addicted to perfection. Problem with my life is, I was always also addicted to chaos. Perfect chaos."

~mike tyson

we have big hair let's sex

okay.

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it happened very suddenly,
unexpected
in a moment that seemed so inconsequential
but everything has a consequence.
his baritone voice summoned
the stealth waterfall that was so
mercilessly laced with passion!
but everyone was oblivious,
they were too into the universe, both literally and figuratively.
but where was i?

why was this even happening?
a moment so small.
'you're going to miss this, that's why.
nothing worse than missing something that isn't even gone yet.

you are truly powerless'

thank you, conscience, for that reminder.

uh huh

“i’m a grown up now. i don’t eat ice cream when i’m down. i drink alcohol.”

~kang hae won, full house

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The reason we think the flowers on the precipice are beautiful,
is because we are standing on the precipice as well.
Do not fear, because we are like the flowers,
We did not step off

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my friends are funny

http://www.ratscience.com/

un fortunately

" 'O young girl, throw yourself again into the water so that I might have a second time the chance to save the two of us!' A second time, eh, what imprudence! Suppose, dear sir, someone actually took our word for it? It would have to be fulfilled. Brr...! the water is so cold! But let's reassure ourselves. It's too late now, it will always be too late. Fortunately!"

~albert camus, the stranger

"i understood
and related to some.
i felt sorry for them too.
compassion is not love.
and i was a sensitive lover

but emotionally none of their topics
touched my heart.

i wonder if it touched theirs too.

analysis and knowledge makes people feel secure.

but do you really understand?




cos i really don't give a shit about chomsky.

i would rather have a hug."

~the late daul kim

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...

i held you close,
not entirely sure
yet
still definitely sure.
as the light exploded out
i pushed you in first
and we fell into the planet's glowing entrails
and when we finally reached the green bottom
we realized we were all okay.

the good times are killing me

as i sat there
i realized
i was reaching for something that i would never be able to touch
and that i needed to wait for it to be given to me
by him

and so i went to bed.

oh haiii

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exciting weekend ahead

............

my sleep schedule is

shitty.

but out of anyone our age, really

who doesn't have a crappy sleep life?

i either sleep too much or much too little.

i see the bags forming under my eyes.

i try to sleep

i try to nap even

and now i can't even nap which is what is weird.

napping used to be the bane of my existence

now trying to nap is.

either too much sleep or too little;

fuck you sleep

fuck you insomnia

let us all find peace.

and no i didn't end a sentence with a preposition.

i wasn't sure.

"you saw bright lights in the sky, but did you see the stars?"

~professor scott blair

hello earth

"do you think the stars can hear us?
do you think they see how hard we're fighting for them?"

~Tifa, FFVII

i've learned

that the answer is always more peanut butter or more cheese.








no, really. think about it.

tonight

tonight was a beautiful night.

the moon was orange.

and

i felt very full.




i hope you are enjoying it with me.

i want to play on some swings.

i realized what my life is missing. a horse shaped plush purse.

i went to a party last night with ~ 130 people there. i was the only black one.

half.

just because you've forgotten, that don't mean you're forgiven

my body is a cage
that keeps me from dancing
with the one i love
but my mind holds the key.
you're standing next to me
my mind holds the key

set my body free...

dying swan variation with maya plisetskaya.

this is what astronomy class does to me

i had a dream where everyone was freaking out because we discovered scientists had been lying to us. jupiter's and saturn's moons had crashed into their respective planets, but astronomers were keeping it secret.

i don't know why everyone was so upset about this.

maybe because that meant that our moon would crash into earth. i mostly just felt really sad for titan. something about that moon just depressed me.





also i dreamed something about BP being assholes, but that was probably real life.

tight

lots of introspection lately. music helps.

hello.

i love starting my day off with new music that is beautiful and has me obsessed already.

....

!!!!

i'm not super into high fashion, but

DAMN.

infinite drool over this collection.

Riccardo-Tisci-Takes-Givenchy-Intimate-Fall-2010-Couture

finally

mhm.

sometimes

today

was one of those days.

although i guess now its technically tomorrow.