'are you kidding? all kinds of fucked up shit went through my head. thank god i had you [...]
every time i started to spin out of control i had you to grab on to [...] it's tough, though. i've done almost anything to get out from under the weight of it all.'

'how'd you finally do it?'

'i just - saw through it - you know? you decide who you are, who you want to be, and you hold on to that... ride it out.'