2) go to rehearsal at 11. take motrin. scolding self for drinking.
3) smoke a bit to try to get over the nausea. not sure if it's helping or making things worse.
4) surprised at how well i dance. i credit my pointe shoes, which are perfect.
5) have noodle pick me up for lunch.
6) while eating said lunch realize i have a missed call from a girl from ballet. have to go through nine voicemails to hear hers.
7) rush back to the studio because they changed rehearsal times and are currently rehearsing the scene i'm in. without me.
8) slightly worried i will be in trouble.
9) not in trouble. rehearsal ends essentially right when i walk through the door and put on pointe shoes.
10) everyone apologizes to me for changing times and making me come back for no reason.
11) realize i have indeed come back for absolutely no reason. make to leave.
12) a reason presents itself in the form of a costume fitting. i feel fat.
13) go outside and wait to be picked up. get goosebumps. but the cold air feels good.
14) listen to tiesto and stand awkwardly as people walk by. ride comes.
15) blog.
16) party later with some nu delta boys and boyfriend.
17) sleep. maybe. probably not at my house.
18) end.
