i walked forward, not really seeing but
hearing.
a drone who
didn't really care.
they say a flash will happen,
but it was not my life that i saw
but a million thoughts
as i stared into the light.
i did not want to leave
but i did not want to regret
"unfair" i thought
just let me lay here
lay here
lay here
the hard ground is soft
the cold air is warm
my replete body is broken.
forgive me
my choice is made.