get on board the night train

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"I don't like change, it's very disorienting. I mean something changes in your life and you have to adapt which means you have to change. But what if i like who i am and don't want to change? Sometimes I can't even tell if I'm moving forward or I'm like frozen. It makes me feel like I'm not in control of my life…it's kinda scary don't you think? 

"It's not that bad…being scared doesn't mean you're in a bad situation, it just means new things are coming your way. It depends on how you see your future i guess."

"What do you mean?"

"Do you see it as this thing far, far away full of ideals and wonderful impossible things or do you see it as the next hour, the next moment?"

"Does it really matter?"

"I think so. One definitely feels better than the other."

~from All the Days Before Tomorrow

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"Your heart understood mine. In the depth of the fragrant night, I listened with ravished soul to your beloved voice. Your heart understood mine."

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wowow cant believe how long its been since ive listened to this

i need to stop listening to trance at night. it hops me up too much and i can never get to sleep. all i want to do is dance.


i miss this cd.

"Late at night my mind would come alive with voices and stories and friends as dear to me as any in the real world. I gave myself up to it, longing for transformation."

~Jo March, Little Women (movie)

and they're sharing a drink called lonliness but it's better than drinking alone

"By yourself you can do nothing here. Have you not noticed how tightly we shut out strangers? Even if you lived here for a lifetime, you would remain a stranger."

"Perhaps that is what I like. There is peace in being a stranger."

~The Strong Breed, by Wole Soyinka

dvd player obtained!

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thanks to a certain charming best friend.

giant little animals to feed

i'm married to my music.

loving this demo version of monsters!




hard to decide if i like the demo or album version more.

either way, happy valentines day to my one true love - well, loves. My headphones and ipod! Aptly named Orpheus (II) and Eurydice.
they've gotten quite a lot of action today.

when I'm having a personal dance party

i like to blast sleigh bells.

the original rage face?

probably one of my favorite movies. 

when I was super drugged up after I got my wisdom teeth removed

this is the movie I requested to watch as I fell asleep.  

best writing/study album

animal collective's "campfire songs"

never fails me.

oh hai guys

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but pika is better

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favorite songs of the moment

1) hold tight london - chemical brothers
2) louder than boom (extended mix) - tiesto
3) monsters - band of horses
4) i try - macy gray
5) some of these days - andrew bird
6) fireworks - animal collective

in no particular order.

this i can't deny

i try to say goodbye and i choke
try to walk away and i stumble
gonna try to hide it
it's clear
my world crumbles when you are not near.

I have to write this for posterity

That awkward moment when your brother tells you his friend searched for "boobs" and found a photo of you on imgur and reddit.

And I'm just gonna leave it at that.