i am your butterfly, be my protector be my protector

im finding inspiration in the
uninspiring things
'beauty in the breakdown'
i've learned a lot about indifference
at first it is quite possibly the worst feeling
to have directed towards you
but then you kind of become indifferent to indifference
and a weird sort of calm
a crazed calm
sets in
strangely more focused
and feeling like there is nothing to lose
but maybe some things to gain

and then you slowly feel your heart
returning
passion is still on hiatus
but



its still something.