happy birthday.
i watched our favorite die antwoord video last night after midnight,
which was near impossible as my internet
decided to hate me and not let the video load AT ALL.
oh, and several times it started
to reload from the beginning once it finally got loaded (wtf)
it took awhile but i finally got it.
it's times like this i wish i still could write/read latin
or speak osh nosh third grade language
or some shit
because there is a lot i want to write
but i don't want to put it all out there this time
for once.
i thought about going to our favorite vietnamese place
i might go there later.
but i realized the place has lost meaning
since we don't go there together anymore.
i remember clearly the last time we were there.
ill most definitely be listening to more music
but i don't use grooveshark anymore.
we should have been on spotify the whole time
but that is beside the point.
if i had tokyo zombie i would try watching it
for the fourth (or is it the fifth?) time
and hopefully not fall asleep like we always did.
i'll sit out later tonight and have a smoke
and look up.
cause really,
that's the best i can do.
this video was so fucking hard to watch. god.
i'll find you in the middle of the night.
Celebremus diem natalem!
celebrate vita!
amicus vitae solitium.
finis vitae sed non amoris.
te desidero.
ignosce mihi.
Liber es.
Liber es.
"i hate this game."
